Aspects of the Big 3
Ascendant Opposing Uranus
Logan's behavior attitutudes are compromised with every new begginging that she has. The apporach to life may not reflect the behavioral attitudes. You get most of your behavior patterns from your partner or others becuse you are not reconizing them within yourself.
Ascendant Conjunct Chiron
There is an issue that you have when it comes to starting things and realting to things. In the childhood envirionment you weren't paid much attention to and this is refelctive within Chiron. It may have been that you had issues with your voice, words didn't come out the way that you intended, or speaking pains you greatly. either you wound others easily becuase of your childhood experiences or you are easily wounded by others because of what they say.
Since Chiron is in Gemini the wounds that will not heal stem from Gemini afflictions: Siblings, communication, thought process, or she was very controversal as a child. The nervous system, communication skills and ability to tap race consciousness
are all keywords of Chiron in Gemini. There can be early injuries to the voice,
or painful shyness that comes from an early problem with self-expression. You
may find that the native with Chiron in Gemini takes their time with thoughts
and words, because they want to be certain that they express themselves
correctly. Later in life, they may express themselves with painful precision to
over-compensate. Its placement in the 12th house creates is on a level of "Universal Consciousness". There are
often religious or spiritual crises related to this placement, because the
native feels more connected to the spiritual or "God" level than to the physical
or material plane. The native can be drawn to angelic imagery, and they are
often psychic, empathic or exhibit healing ability. Depression and drug usage
are a risk, because these individuals are so psychically sensitive. Working to
help or heal others can be healing to this placement, but it can also be harmful
if they are not sufficiently mature to handle dealing with the stress. The
native can benefit from the study of psychic protection
The Sun
Sun Conjunct Moon
Indicates that one parent was both father and mother. One parent is stronger and influences the other. Since both are in Cancer it was the mother who was there for Logan not the father. with Logan's Ascendant in Gemini she Looked towards her father for the things that she felt that she didn't get with her mother and as a result she still has mixed feelings about her parents relationship. You can be child-like and lead with your feelings without much thought of what resistance you are going to encounter or hang back as a result of feeling inhibited by old habits and attitudes- you would do well to think of yourself as a bud unfolding through time in a natural spontaneous and unforced manner.
Sun Opposing Mars
Logan was born into a fmily that isn't particularly welcomed in the community. Logan had little sense of danger, no sense of impending doom or impeding action that may be harmful to some aspect of the self. Internal dilemma plays out as the self struggling for survival in the face of action taken that may hurt the self. This can indicate a person who takes physical chances who may fight impossible odds. A person who gets into a lot of scrapes, or a person whose sexual needs cause a compromise of self. Like a women falling in love with a man who is unproductive or unable to support her. There was a kind of strife within the family. The father does things that are not constructive when Logan was born . She picked up on this and thought that failing or a lack of accomplishment is a "normal" trait. Logan has quite a strong and resilient nature, or she can feel fearful and feeble in the face of what seems like a hostile world. So she is built for action and as a rule she has no problem getting on with the job at hand. you are also desicive, forthright, competitive and other people pick up on this and respond to it maybe not in a favorable manner. This feeling of timidity is being felt by the child within whom poses the need to develop your tougher adult side. Logan needs to know what she wants or else it can become a mixture of desire and aimlessness or sheer willfulness that creates more enemies than allies.
Sun Trine Jupiter
This trait makes a person have a hard time accepting themselves; they create a subsconscious aversion to looking within but have a positive dimension to her personality that bestows both wisdom and good luck upon you. Logan has an essentially benign and philosophical nature that attracts funds and opportunities, help when she needs it, and people in foreign parts are well-diposed towards you. Because of this she tends to let negative matters build up to a point where she has to use her luck in ernest.
The Moon
Moon Conjunct Sun
(Covered above)
Moon opposing Mars
Indicates that the action taken may be compromised because of the emotional reaction to what is being done. Logan's mother feels sexuality is restricting, that her personal needs are different from her professional needs and that she can't have both. She has difficulty expressing her emotional needs, may have violent emotional outbursts. Action may be ill-planned or have unhealthy results. She may make foolish desicions based on hurt feelings and Logan interprets this as "normal" The compromise then becomes a choice between the professional action at the expense of personal relationships or visa versa. Or the sex drive is at odds with the emotional needs. Logan shows her compromises in life by: work may be seperated from the emotional life, her lover may satisfy the sexual needs but not the emotional/ affectional needs, may choose a partner who shares affection but is sexually unsatisfying, an overreaction to emotional needs may take place; the energy can express in violence. Women with this placement usually take out their anger on her self-regard as a woman by becoming involved in basically unhealthy relationships. Logan can be psysichally violent or have violence drawn to her. Also denotes that since your energy is highly charged that some of the energy is an unconscious anger about your mother from your past. Any jagged emotion can cause havoc in close demestic relationships as it gives rise to inapporpriate responces to others which makes you very spiky and overly defencive when anyone gets close to your raw spot.
Moon Trine Jupiter
Shows that Logan's mom was happy during the formative years. She was able to share, open up with her children as well as those who visited the home. Logan is taught to cope with emotional needs, to relate to feeling nature, to express feelings and affections in a warmly generous manner. This aspect gives Logan the ability to share emotional responces, gives gernousity, effervescance, warmth, the ability to reach out to others, to share caring and affection. These qualitites may be taken for granted because they come so easily. she has an innate faith in life that everything will work out for the best. There is an emotional ease about you that can make a success or to rectify the negative ones for yourself and others.
Moon Quincunx Uranus
tells us that the mother's reaction to emotional tensions and life in general. she had trouble relating emotionally but it wasn't big trouble. Logan picked up her habit pattern as a child a has vague feelings of emotional distrubances that eventually take their toll in terms of health. The emotional needs of Logan may not be set well with the peer group requirements, and some comfortable middle ground will have to be found.
Putting it all Together...
Logan is a very special person. Her persona makes her seem like she is a Gemini but in actuality she is Cancer. Growing up with this confusion Logan looked to her father for all of the answers but due to her Sun and Moon placement we see that the Father is either gone, in ill health, or away traveling alot which confused Logan even more. All she had was her mother and from that Logan learned how to be a duplicate version of her mother. Since she had no other influences at her disposal to watch and learn from Logan developed the same type of mentality that her mother has. Because her mother was well balanced during Logan's first 3 years she has a good sense of how to be a warm and affectionate Cancer. Yet Logan has a lot of anger issues towards her mother. this can manifest as Logan feeling emotionally neglected by her mother, emotionally manipulated to prove to her mother that she loves her even if she hates her, or simply that her mother imposed on her things that Logan felt stiffled by. Either way there is a lot of hostility aimed and directed at her mother. Its a good idea that Logan maintain a healthy distance from her mother untill she can work out her own emotional porblems with her mother so that certain life situations do not throw her back into a childhood event that brings out her anger.
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